im hurt… so much…

{ October 13, 2009 @ 6:05 am } · { ♥ (T○T) hUrT ♥ }
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dis is d second tym dat i got hurt by d person i luv…

ang una, may mga anak n pla…

and den ngaun…

ndi lng pla ako… marami pla kami!!!

at ndi lng pla babae!!!

alam ko ganyan na ginagawa nia noon…

but i dont expect him to do it AGAIN!!!

he promised…

im super hurt!!!

parang pakiramdam ko inutil ako…

ung parang kulang pa ako para sa kanya…

pasenxa kc ndi aq mayaman at d q mabigay ang mga bagay na gus2 nia…

sana lng din makahanap xa ng happiness…

alam nio, akala ko hahabulin p nia ako…

kaso indi pla…

buti p nga ung bakla eh, tinetext nia…

eh ako?!

indi!!

huhuhuhuhuhu

d q na maintindiahn…

nagkulang ba ako?!

kulang pa ba ako?!

ndi pa b sapat ang pagmamahal ko para makuntento xa?

malas b tlga ako?!

sana ndi nlng xa ang pinili q wen i had d chance…

huhuhuhuh

and now,

sa maling desisyon n un,

nag sasuffer ako…

pero indi ko xa cnisisi…

kc kahit papano,

totoo man o hindi,

naramdaman ko n nagmahal ako ulet…

masakit man tanggapin pero indi n pdeng maging kami pa…

sana sa susunod na mag desisyon ako…

tama na at d na ako masasaktan pa…

huhuhuhuhu

alam nio ba na naging kaibigan ko ngaun ang baklang naging dahilan ng lahat

nagkita kami sa ktv namin…

binigyan nia ako ng stuffd toy… and chocol8s…

kahit na dapat ako magalit sa kanya,

wla nmn akong magawa…

he’s friendly and nice

and gwapo in fairness…

but then we couldn’t erase the fact that he was once my BF’s BF too…

i hope na magkaroon kaming lahat ng tahimik na buhay…

akala ko ULET happy nah…

akala ko ULET kami na forever…

HINDI nnmn pla…

sana may magmahal pa sakin ng tapat tulad ng pagmamahal na binibigay ko

kc my friends told me that i dont desrv to be treated lyk dis…

i dont desrve to be hurt…

but then i guess GOD has plans for me…

oh how i wish that HURT doesn’t exist… huhuhuhuhu

mapagbigay ako,

mapagmahal,

mapagpahalaga…

i wish n sana my magmahal nga sakin ng tapat… at d ako sasaktan…

ung matatakot na mawala ako…

at kahit nasaktan ko man siya noon eh matatanggap nia parin ako…

im hurt… so much…

plz help me heal the wounds in me…

i wish there’s some1 hu can…

i wish… :’c

i dont care… i wish huhuhuhuhuh

{ October 8, 2009 @ 3:38 am } · { ♥ (T○T) hUrT ♥ }
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iM HURT!!!

I Don’t Care

Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
Sometimes you gotta act like you don’t care
That’s the only way you boys learn

I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone is always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh

All those girlfriends you call friends
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I wont let it ride
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no no

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh

cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don’t care

Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh

My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh

Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh

cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
cause I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
Boy I don’t care

Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
(You know) I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
(You know I just) don’t care eh eh eh eh eh
I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh

Boy I don’t care

Oh so TRUE… The lyrics says it all…

huhuhuhuhuh

it hurts to know the sad and dark truth about the person u luv d most… but it hurts mor to accept the fact that its tru… and ur trying to stay away from him coz it hurts but YOUR HEART SAYS YOU CAN’T…. (T.T)

{ October 7, 2009 @ 12:59 pm } · { ♥ (T○T) hUrT ♥ }
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do i?!

huh?!

dont i desrve to be happy?

tell me huhuhuhuhuhu

huhuhuhuhu past and present…

{ October 2, 2009 @ 2:33 am } · { ♥ (T○T) hUrT ♥ }
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xiet…

y is love always like dis?!

ang past q, nagparamdam…

ung taong nanakit ng sobra sobra sakin…

pero kahit anong gawin q d q magawang mag tanim ng galit…

ang present ko…

hu keeps on hurting me…

pero d nia lam na nasasaktan n aq…

kac para sa kanya wla lng un…

huhuhuhu

ano bah huhuhuhu

sakit n kaau amboooooooooooottt!!!

here we go again by demi lovato… huhuhuhu igo q bai….

{ September 18, 2009 @ 1:18 am } · { ♥ (T○T) hUrT ♥, ♥ (^•^) LoVe ♥ }
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Here We Go Again lyrics

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through
‘Cause I’m so much better without you
But it’s just another pretty lie
‘Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Oh oh!

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say
And you’re always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it’s no use
Can’t be with or without you!
Oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go go again, ‘gain

And again
(And again)
And again
(And again)
And again!

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Oh oh, oh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I’d never let you back in
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can’t quit
Something about you is so addictive
We’re falling together, you’d think that by now I’d know
‘Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again!
Should’ve known better than trying to let you go
‘Cause here we go go go again

Again
And again
And again
And again
…

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