What am i feeling?!
im so confused…
i feel like giving up…
i feel that there’s something wrong…
i dont know who, what or why…
it’s just that i don’t feel right…
i dont feel right bout my luvlife..
im kinda scared cos maybe im loosing my love
to the person who helpd me move on
i dont want that to happen but then…
who could blame me?!
i hear some rumors which i think is true…
my sister told me herself…
huhuhuhuhu
she told me that his bf (my bF’s uncle) told her that…
my bf has another woman (T.T)
dont tell me its just a joke?!
it made ab impact unto what im feeling right now…
it changed my vision…
it shatterd my dreams to be happy…
i dont know to where or to whom i must believe… and trust…
im no longer in my right mind…
i hope i can conquer my fears of loosing him…
even tho im feeling it right now…
(T.T)
he doesnt inform me or tell me everything…
we already promised to each other that we would tell everything to each other..
huhuhuhuhuhuhu
my mind and heart are fighting right now…
my mind says to stop and open my eyes…
but my heart says that i must trust the man i love…
huhuhuhuhuh help (T.T)
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Things are crazy & I’m confused
tell me boy what should I do
do I have feelings for you
& if I do…do you have them too?
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You have this way of meaning everything
& nothing to me, all at the same time..
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I`m not sure what i`m thinking at this point. On
one hand, i still care about you so much. I really
do love you and i want things to be okay .. On the
other hand, i don`t think we`re really meant to be
after all. things were always so hard for us and
you never seemed to care as much as i did. but
maybe there`s a chance it could still work out ..
maybe if i just tried a little harder it could happen
just the way i wanted it to .. i know i should just end
this right now, but i can`t live with the uncertainty.
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I’ve never felt like this before, I’m overwhelmed
by an unbelievably amount of hatred for him, yet,
I couldn’t be more in love. It’s like I want to throw
him out into traffic then risk my life to save him.
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